piątek, 2 listopada 2012

High hopes


So here it is- my last blog post...I must admit that the last two weeks in Rome were so intense that I didn't really made any kind of sum up. I just didn't have time, believe me:) Yes, I was expecting I will. But if Africa has learned me one thing is never expect your plans will come true. So this time, instead of being disappointed and frustrated why the hell I don't have time for a quiet evaluation, I just followed what the life has brought me and lived it! For me it's a new, refreshing experience. So here I was: first with my parents and auntie, who made this huge effort to see me in Rome, then with Daniele, then few days alone in a rainy and cold Rome I admired from the VOICA house and then I experienced a surprise of meeting again Marco. The whole year has finished again in the same picture: Diggy, Marco and me waiting in the dark for my departure...
So now I'm in Ciampino airport in Rome, waiting for my last departure- I'm hitting Poland. Again I feel ready and calm. Nevertheless, I'm finding myself having more questions than answers, even though I thought this year in Africa will bring at least some answers. I feel like on the begining of the road again, with my account clear and able to fill it with whatever I want. I just hope I'll be able to fill it with something good and meaningful, and joyful, and clever, and well...just something right. I hope I won't forget all the lessons I got in Africa, I hope to stay close to the people and family who are the most important power of my life, I hope not to get too crazy to buy a smartphone, I hope be open to every opportunity life brings and I hope to give love and get love. I just hope...!